I’ve been having a pretty torrid time of late, and it got very, very bad between me and Wife.
However, whilst things are far from “fixed”, I have realised what I was doing, what I had become and what I had (therefore) done to her – and with that realisation has come change.
I am now so concentrated on what I have, what that means to me, and the gifts (not the pressures) in my life, that I have totally revised my focus and I already started to feel different, and to enjoy what’s happening now.
So, this isn’t a before and after story ( I don’t really know what it is, other than some kind of catharsis and recognition), but it is a new chapter.